Leaving wit mixed feelings

i tot i hv decided to leave since a long tme. Nt tat i'm regretting my decision, juz tat i feel so sorri n sad towards my new boss n colleagues. They told mi no worri, its oki. Even thou' is oni a few wks or mths, we been working together, i reali hv to admit i'm enjoying every min of it. I'm sorri i can't go thru' e tough tme wit them again. My new boss, she's veri nice. Then i start to doubt whether my decison to leave is e rite one....sob sob sob :....(

I hv signed the offer letter but somehow i dun wish to go there n work. How? Everything is juz in e mind. I dun feel happi n excited abt my new job. Haha. Feeling so hard to move on. I wil missed e frens here in SH nt e work. OMG...I'm so sad. :(

                            

Sad Love Story Lyrics

Yoon Gun - myut bun eul he uh jyuh do/ Even after 10 years

I can feel you without seeing you.
Your love and happiness
It is me who send off you again.
I will leave from you without a word because I won't stand with saying goodbye.

I wish and pray that I hate you day by day, but I can't stop thinking of you.

Chorus :

Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after still I can't forget you.
Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after just to keep waiting for you is the easiest for me.

I wonder if you are OK . I just wanna know it.

I wish and pray that I hate you day by day, but I can't stop thinking of you.

Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after still I can't forget you.
Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after just to keep waiting for you is the easiest for me.

We didn't have enough time to share our love in those days.

I've been trying to forget you so far, but I always found out how much I love you.

I don't know how to do it by myself. How stupid I am!

Because I can't stop waiting for you even I know you never come.

Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after still I can't forget you.
Ten years after, a hundred years after, even a thousand years after still I've been waiting for you.

Tears are dropping from my eyes while I am smiling.

Yoon Gun - Sarang Han Da Myun/ If you love

SarangHanDaMyun HonJa Molleh HaSehYo
If you love someone, love yourself

NehGeh ChekEem UhbSuhYo
I am not responsible for you

EeMee Neh MaMehn DaReul SaRam DaMaJyuh
Another man is already filled with my heart.

EeRo JeelSoo UhbDago HaeDo
Although that can not be achieved
.

MaEum GooSuk UhDiDo KeuDeh Suhl Got UhbSuhYo

There is nowhere which you are able to take a stand.

ChoonGo HalKehYo
I advise you.

HarooRaDo NaRoBooTuh DuuhNaYo
Please leave from me hardly a day

UhlMaNa HeemDeunJi
Too hard

PaboChuhRoom SaRang Hal Jid AhNeeJyo
it is nothing to love like a fool
.

MehEel KkumKwoYo

I dream everyday.

Neh SalMeul PaRaSuh KeuDel KadGo ShipDaGo
To possess you as selling my life

Neul UhGeutNaNeunGun Neh OonMyungEenGuhJyo
It is my destiny that I has a break in something everything.

KeuDeh BeeKyuh KaSehYo
Turn a side from me

NehGa SaRangHal SaRam KeuDeh BoonMyung AhNiNiKka
My love is not you obviously.

AlGo IssuhYo
I know.

PaRaBoNeun Geh SeulPeum Eh Geu KiReul
The road of the grief (which is) seen

HajiMan MotHaeYo
But I can't

Keu Deh MaEum BaDah Jool Soo UhbSuhYo
I can't get your mind

MehEel KkoomKwohYo
I dream everyday.

Neh SalMeul PaRaSuh Keu Del KadGo ShipDaGo
To possess you as selling my life

Neul OhGeud Na Neun Gun Neh OonMyung EenGoJyo
It is my destiny that I has a break in something everything.

KeuDeh BeeKyuh KaSeYo
Turn a side from me

Yoon Gun - Nae Ge Oh Ge Ni/ Will u come back to me

아무도 모르게 숨어서 본대도
AhMooDo MoReuKeh SooMuhSuh BonDehDo
그한번을 바랬어
KeuHanBuhn Eul BaRehSsuh
그립던 그날이 차라리
KeuReemDuhn KeuNaRee CharaRee
쉬웠던 삶이란걸 몰랐어..
ShweeWoDduhn SalMeeRanGuhl MollaSsuh
그누구 보다 눈부신 사랑
KeuNooGoo BoDa NoonBooShin Sarang
오직널 감싸고 있는데
OhJikNuhl KamSsaGo InnNeunDeh
알면서 자꾸 비틀거리며
AlMyunSuh Jakkoo BeeTeulGuhReeMyuh
너만을 기다리고 있어
NuhManEul KeeDaReeGo Issuh
나아닌 사람을 잊을때
NahAhNeen SaRamEul IsseulDdeh
내게 오겠니..
NehGeh OhGenNi
살아서 단 한번 볼수만 있다면
SaRaSuh Dan HanBon BolSooMan IdDaMyun
다 될꺼라 믿었지..
Da DwelKkuhRa MeedDutJi
그누구 보다 눈부신 사랑
KeuNooGoo BoDa NoonBooShin Sarang
오직널 감싸고 있는데
OhJikNuhl KamSsaGo InneunDeh
알면서 자꾸 비틀거리며
AlMyunSuh Jakkoo BeeTeulGuhReeMyuh
너만을 기다리고 있어
NuhManEul KeeDaReeGo Issuh
나아닌 사람을 잊을때
NahAhNeen SaRamEul IsseulDdeh
내게 오겠니..
NehGehOhGenNi

Walking down the odden road

I still yearn to meet you

In the days of missing you, my life was innocent and pure

Treading that familiar path

I hope to see you again

The days of missing you, make up such a simple life

A most dazzling love will revolve around you

Though you can not be mine, i will wait for you

When you forget other loves, will you return to my side?

As long as you are within my sight, i have no regrets.

ever @fter

wat u offered straight to mi is a smile for e last time. it was juz so beautiful n i gave way to tears. surely tat day, e two of us touched love. we sought for each other, lost ourselves at times n found each other at last. so whatever result may be waiting for us. it's nothing but destiny. in e sky u set out for, stars r shining tenderly upon mi. stay by my side, crossing over time and changing shape,
e future we haven't yet seen, still remains here like this.
trust mi, u live within mi, so i'll nvr say good-bye to u.

Sometimes I feel the time has come to pass
since I have been with you
I felt your tenderness
so afraid to fall in love with you
cause my past sets out the felt alone again

Time after time
I give you so much trouble
and we fight with one another
then we drift apart
show me the way
always wanted to go
yes, I know how much I need you
when I see your eyes

everlasting love
the truth will never fade away
like people in a happy tale
who made it ever after
loving and being love
for the rest of my life
I believe
please show me
let me be the one

somebody said that anything can change
I'll do it for this love
cause never is too late
and you know I can't live my life without you
say my name and I will help you to believe

day after day
think of you
every night dream of you
never ever cry
cause I'm with you again
please feel the love
I give you all my heart
yes, I'm gonna go
with you to where this story ends

everlasting love
the truth will never fade away
yes, everything will come to us
if we believe each other
hold me in your arms
kiss me in the name of love
I believe
please show me
let me be the one

everlasting love
the truth will never fade away
like people in a happy tale
who made it ever after
love and being love
for the rest of my life
won't you please
please show me
let me be the one

I'm in love
please show me
let me be the one

fOr mY frEn

tis is for u....;)

i was crying nt b'coz i lost him

i was crying coz i could no longer feel e luv

"luv is patient and kind;

it is not jealous or proud;

luv is nt ill-mannered or selfish;

luv does nt keep a record of wrgs.

luv nvr gives up;

and its faith, hope and patience nvr fail.

luv is eternal."

Continuation

different pple leaving behind different memories

nothing is more precious than u

when u're sad, my heart falls apart

when u're in tears, i'm in unbearable pain

in my most lonesome, i long to c tat smile of urs

wish to give u strength

believe mi......won't u?

i'm here b'coz of u

to b wit u for luv

my heart aches badly

give me all ur luv, it will take a lifetme

only we understand each other

finding solace by juz one look n wit a smile

am i nt here b'coz of u?

nobody loves u more than i do

u r always in my dreams

the whole purpose of my existence is b'coz of u

there's only u in my heart

thank god i met u

珊瑚海

歌手:周杰伦&lara  专辑:十一月的萧邦

词:方文山  曲:周杰伦

男: 海平面远方开始阴霾
      悲伤要怎么平静纯白
      我的脸上始终挟带
      一抹浅浅的无奈
女: 你用唇语说你要离开
男: 心不在
男女: 那难过无声慢了下来
男女: 汹涌潮水你听明白
          不是浪而是泪海
男: 转身离开分手说不出来   
女:你有话说不出来
男女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女: 我们的爱差异一直存在
女: 回不来
男: 风中尘埃竟累积成伤害    女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女: 转身离开分手说不出来
男女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白    女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女: 不应该
男女: 热情不再笑容勉强不来
男女: 爱深埋珊瑚海

男: 毁坏的沙雕如何重来
      有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
      只是一切结束太快
      你说你无法释怀
女: 贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男: 等花儿开
男女: 我们也已经无心再猜

女男: 脸上海风咸咸的爱
         尝不出还有未来
男: 转身离开分手说不出来    女:你有话说不出来
男女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女: 我们的爱差异一直存在
女: 回不来
男: 风中尘埃竟累积成伤害    女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女: 转身离开分手说不出来
男女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男: 当初彼此不够成熟坦白    女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女: 不应该
男: 热情不在笑容勉强不来    女:你的笑容勉强不来
男女: 爱深埋珊瑚海

my blessed angel....my glittering angel

different pple leave different memories

nothing is more valueable than u

when u feel sad, i will feel devasted

ur tears.....tear my heart aparts

when i lonely, i wish to c ur smiles

wish to give u e strength u need

believe mi.....i come oni b'coz of u

to b wit u for love

i luv my angel

always been in my heart

cOnFuSeD

is e cup half empty or half full....it how u c it. same imply to luv. it doesn't matter who put in e most effort, no use comparing.

yesterdae was toking to tis guy fren till 2am.....luv problem. sighhh. he has a gf n his gf i noe her too. he oso wit another gal but i dun noe who's she is. nw he two-timing them n both of e gals r keep in secret. e reason he told mi was tat he oni feel responsible for his current gf but for another gal, he feeling he so much in love again. wat he said juz knock mi awake. how cme its so similar to my past. he asked mi who sld he pick? he is feeling miseable coz he dun wan to hurt e both of them. life is full of choices and i can't tell him who to pick.

tat tme i was oso in a mix too. but i noe our first date, i was feeling a tinge of nervousness, abit of excitement n endless anticipation. it is always fun knowing tat we r going to hv tme together when he is always busi. even thou' he is busi, he nvr forgt to spend a little tme wit mi. when we r together it was always warm, funny n full of gd nature. i like those feelings, i like being wit him. i k say tat i am lucky ard him. we sit nxt to each other n we didn't tok much. but a few quick looks fm him, make mi realize tat he will always b listening. something i always wanted to do is to hv a gd conversation wit him but i nvr hv e chance since then. i always want to tell him tat he is e someone tat k make mi beam, sparkle and laugh like there's no tomoro. i'm veri happi, i hv spent tme wit him. it is more than juz words, it's e collection of experiences n memories. i was told to "move on". sad but there's no pt of rtning. past is always e past.

wat i k say to e rest of the pple is to cherish ur loved ones, dun regret in ur lifetime. to those hv hurt b4 "Hear+breaks las+s as long as you wan+ and cu+ as deep as you allow +hem +o go"

a new mi

everytme read other pples' blog, wow.....they r full of "mo shui". my blog is juz like mi.....simple as ever.....hahaha ;D

last sat, went to cut my hair at jp. since e salon 'storm' is having a promo, i finally cut, colour n treatment my hair.....so bu se de my longggggg hair. no choice, once in a while we do need to change our looks. anyway tis is juz to console myself. hee ;p hmmm.....overall not bad looking lor. but muz go make a retro specs to match my new look.....guess u all will noe how i look like.....heehee. ;p i'm preparing myself for my company d & d. e theme is retro, so i guess i matched e theme nw. my convocation is coming in august, so excited. its reali a long long wait since i grad in last dec. reali wan to c how i look like in e graduation gown. hope e day comes sooner. hee |-)

LUV

wat do most pple understand or noe wat LUV is?

this is wat my fren say:

IN this vast universe there is one soul who loves you wih all his/her heart, and misses you every single day and night, no matter where he/she is and what he/she is doing.